New poem time, Enjoy.

I Want Her Back

After all these months have passed,
and all our feelings are in the past,
why does it still hurt my heart to see,
you happy with someone whos not me,
to see you smiling with them stirs unrest,
to contain my feelings i can only do my best -
to not sound contradicting, and go back on what was said,
that we dont work together and your’ outta my head’,
why is it when your mine, i dont want you at all,
and when you aint i crave you more,
when your in the arms of another,
theres nothing greater i adore,
when your smile was for me, i couldnt express my joy,
i can only express my anger now your with another boy,
i hate it how my hands are tied from what i have to do,
in this life to get the top and what i must go through,
the sacrifices and rigours of life dont sound so appealing,
i dont know why im writing this, trying to do some revealing,
maybe in the future things will work out as we planned,
walking together, hand in hand on the setting golden sand…

Sam Marsh 2007 (C)