Well, havent been up to much! Playing a lot of footy recently, Tuesday and wedneday all night so im starting to get the old match fitness back (lol..). Went out last night with the Intel boys (minus a load of people who were missing), and it was a good laugh! Got royally hammered with Jamal and Edd, went back to mine an stayed up till 3am with Shaun, Danielle and Edd messing around basically (lying on the stairs with a blanket saying im camoflauged..).

Came into work today, and found out ive won a bloody 5ft teddy bear for charity! Ended up giving it to a pregnant girl in my office because apparently she really wanted it for her kid, so i thought it was a nice touch anyway, off back to the land of Cisco.

Well, another week has passed. Not much has happened! Had a team meal last night with my department, ended up staying out quite late having a good session of drinking with a  2 of my team which was fun! Not many plans for this weekend, Pro Evo tourney tonight to chill out and then a big session for Brooms birthday on Saturday. Sunday to recover. Brutal.

 Catch 22

I need to get the truth,
I need to get some closure,
I need to know whats going on,
From someone who truly knows her.

Is theres a chance?
A possibility,
That she might split up with him,
And have a shot at me?

Is it wasted breath?
Going up the stream?
I dont know which way to turn,
And what all these signs mean.

I want you to be mine so much,
It hurts to think of you,
Because when i see you with someone else,
I feel helpless, sad and blue.

Theres nothing much i can do,
To stress how much you mean,
No roses, wine or chocolates -
Can truly paint the scene.

There is an easy answer,
To solve this eternally,
What does the future hold for you,
And what does it hold for me?

Sam Marsh 2007 (c)

Well, 2 nights out in 3 days, not quite the old school but close. Had a proper Intel social on Thursday, everyone was out which had its good and bad points to say the least. Ended up in Studio with the boys and everyone else followed us, which wasnt very fun! Didnt do much on Friday night, chilled out and watched crap on TV!

Went round Harriets on Saturday with Tony to see how she was after her holidays etc, i ended up making us some tea an we went out on the town and had an eventful night! Definitely aspects of Wigan within it to say the least (Wonky!).

Well, after a quiet weekend of poker, gym and … poker, and a very quiet week at work, i have nothing to report! I fixed my server, re-installed my O/S and added another 750GB of storage to take it to 2TB (Nice..), and re-orged by stuff, but apart from that i havent really done anything, sad as it sounds!

Well, not been up to much recently! Came back to Swindon on Tuesday night and havent done much since. Went out last night to the Punch Party and then Walkabout and had a good old drunken night as usual! It was pretty eventful to say the least and i wont list them on here as it would take far too long! All in all, very good though! Time for a calm weekend though, cos im dyyyyyiiiiing!

Ok, Well according to Akeel hes going to get the new themes up soon. Ive also written a new poem, enjoy.

Poem - Questions

Im sick of this soul searching,
why do i have to search my soul?
This lifestyle is working,
and i dont know what is my goal,
im tired of going for the women,
who are stunning, gorgeous and bright,
because it seems like im getting nowhere,
and its another lonely night,
its impossible to be with someone,
who you arent attracted to,
but isnt being with someone to have and to hold,
better than being alone and so blue?
Is it worth just gritting your teeth an to smile,
when all along you know it isnt worthwhile,
is it worth to carry on day after day,
living the boring monotonous way?
Is it worth to continue with the love charade?
when you know its quite possible that your uniquely made?
Is it possible that this ying yang is all crap?
And that love is a marketing, card shop ploy trap?
Is it true that theres someone out there for me?
Or will i be the 3rd wheel for all of eternity?
Is it hopeless to try and continue this way?
Living in desperation, day after day?
Is it wrong to dream of my wonderful girl,
when the final curtain will never unfurl?
Is it pointless to chase the carrot on the stick?
Am i doing it wrong or do i need a new trick?
Does anyone have the answers, to the questions i pose,
Rambling on in my facade’d prose..

Sam Marsh 2007 (c)